Monday, May 14, 2012

Denial

So yesterday was 11 months for mum and mothers day. I stupidly chose to be in denial of the day and avoided the influx of messages on my phone from friends and family.

When I got to lunch time I braved looking at my phone and I reacted weirdly and felt so withdrawn from the people around me. Life was reminding me for the twentieth time that I need to just let life flow.

Thanks to new work colleagues I had a great ending to the day without them knowing what was going on within me. I was dreading going home and having the reality sink in more so of the day that it was. Luckily I was invited to tag along with work mates to stop at the mall en-route home. A good few laughs over dinner in the food court made it all better.

Thank you to all of you who were thinking of me and showered me with beautiful messages.

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